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Confessions of a Chronic Run-Away
Strip The Paint & Bare The Soul
Created on 2006-01-13 07:22:56 (#9247658), last updated 2007-04-13
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Basic Info| Name: | benign_gaze |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 10-18 |
| Location: | Apopka, United States |
Biobenign
adjective
Definition: kindly
Synonyms: amiable, beneficient, benevolent, benignant, complaisant, favorable, friendly, generous, genial, gentle, good, good-hearted, gracious, kind, liberal, merciful, mild, obliging, sympathetic
Or in my words, a push over, doormat. I picked this name because chronic_runaway was taken. But this suits me pretty well. I am constantly running away. I am always trying to outrun something. Mostly my own memories and the darkness that I feel closing in on me. Creeping closer. But someone has caught me. The darkness still creeps and the urge to run is still there but the impulse has subsided to reason.
You know that dog that you see or that one of your friends have. The one with the good home now but didn't always have it? The one that cowers and tucks it's tail between it's legs when ever you try to pet it. How it shakes and you know it wants to run. Remember that dog? Well that dog is me. When someone new gets close I want to run. For I have been hurt and had so many head games played on me that I am scared and I think I am broken.
But here is me. How my day went, my general musings and thoughts. Some will seem shallow and some may seem deep. But hey it is all me. So while it may seem like nothing to you it is me taking a step. Ripping off the layers of fake to show you who I am.
adjective
Definition: kindly
Synonyms: amiable, beneficient, benevolent, benignant, complaisant, favorable, friendly, generous, genial, gentle, good, good-hearted, gracious, kind, liberal, merciful, mild, obliging, sympathetic
Or in my words, a push over, doormat. I picked this name because chronic_runaway was taken. But this suits me pretty well. I am constantly running away. I am always trying to outrun something. Mostly my own memories and the darkness that I feel closing in on me. Creeping closer. But someone has caught me. The darkness still creeps and the urge to run is still there but the impulse has subsided to reason.
You know that dog that you see or that one of your friends have. The one with the good home now but didn't always have it? The one that cowers and tucks it's tail between it's legs when ever you try to pet it. How it shakes and you know it wants to run. Remember that dog? Well that dog is me. When someone new gets close I want to run. For I have been hurt and had so many head games played on me that I am scared and I think I am broken.
But here is me. How my day went, my general musings and thoughts. Some will seem shallow and some may seem deep. But hey it is all me. So while it may seem like nothing to you it is me taking a step. Ripping off the layers of fake to show you who I am.
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